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Date/Time: 2022-08-04 04:16 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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[Between being dead herself, the burning of the house, and the death of several of her friends, it takes Willow a little while to recover enough to reach out to the people she's harmed. Genuine apologies rarely come easy, and under the circumstances, an apology alone doesn't feel like it's nearly enough to even begin to make up for what she's done.

Still, it's all she has.

In the early days of August, she reaches out to Savage, after the chaos of July has settled, and all that's left is to try to put the pieces back together after the fallout. She would have gone in person, but she's already died once, and come close a second time.

She doesn't really expect either of them to forgive her.]


Hey. Savage. I'm sorry it's taken so long for me to get in touch. Things have been... Well, it doesn't matter. I just wanted to say I'm sorry. About you, and Maul, and everything. I didn't - I wasn't myself. I wasn't in my right head.

[She lets out a quiet sigh.]

I know it doesn't undo anything - it doesn't even make it better, but I still wanted you to know.

I really am sorry.
Date/Time: 2022-08-04 15:58 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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[She hadn't genuinely expected him to forgive her. She certainly doesn't feel deserving of it either, but it still stings, especially when he says he was beginning to trust her.

Faith's words come echoing back to her from Luna's brush with beasthood.

You don't get to choose how people react to the things you did.

There doesn't seem much point in trying to explain what happened, so instead she just gives a small nod in understanding.]


I get it. I just... thought you deserved to know I didn't want any of this to happen. Don't worry. I won't bother you again.
Date/Time: 2022-08-06 03:18 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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[He doesn't disconnect. She had fully expected him to. She had fully expected he wouldn't want anything more to do with her, and she would have understood and accepted it. Some things are unfixable. Some things can't be taken back.

The acknowledgement that he knows she didn't want this to happen is something of a comfort.]


I - I don't think it was something someone did to me, so much as something that... happened, if that makes sense? I mean, John - that necromancer guy - he made it way worse. But at first, at least, he was trying to help. I asked him to help me find a way to stop turning into a wolf when I went to sleep.

[She sighs unhappily.]

After what I did to you - I didn't want to hurt anyone else. So much for that, huh?
Date/Time: 2022-08-08 01:51 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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[It's no surprise to her that Savage doesn't understand why she wanted to stop so badly, this curse that she never wanted and never asked for. She is not vulnerable, if anything, she is more able to protect herself given she can move much faster on four legs than two, her senses are stronger to help her avoid danger, and she has an impressive set of teeth to defend herself with.]

Because I was afraid someone else would get hurt, or killed. I was scared of losing control. Especially after biting you.

[It comes out sounding a little bitter, especially since he's already pointed out he's well aware she's made things worse. The irony is not lost on her, and she realizes she should offer further explanation.]

Wolfwalking is kind of like werewolves at home a little bit. You get bit, it happens to you too, except it's just at the full moon and the two nights surrounding it. But when you turn, you don't remember anything. You're just... gone. So the monster that's actually you runs around at night, attacking people and sometimes killing them.

[So, exactly what happened in spite of her best efforts.]

If I knew what his 'cures' were doing, I would've stopped him.
Date/Time: 2022-08-10 06:02 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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[Savage's words about control, and how easily Trench can steal it away brings a faint hint of a smile at the understanding he offers. For all he claims he isn't as smart as his brother, Willow has seen plenty of evidence to the contrary.

She absolutely does find it a frightening prospect to not be in control of herself. Especially when there's such potential for the consequences to be so extreme.

The smile fades again, though, moments later as he continues. Ah. That's not exactly the point she was going for, but she's well aware Savage does not have the same inhibitions as she does when it comes to violence.]


Well... It's less about learning from it, and more having to be afraid of hurting people - of cursing them too. I mean, at home, I dated someone who was a werewolf, and three nights of the month, if he wasn't locked up, he would've killed me too. So you don't even recognize the people you love when you're... you know. Like that.

[She takes a deep breath. Had he heard that she had been killed? She's not sure, but she suspects he might not have. She's not sure if Maul knows either.]

He stopped it for a little while. After Faith... stopped me, though, and I came back, I'm just back to me again. Nightly four legged walkabouts and all.
Date/Time: 2022-08-16 07:36 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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[Their different views on violence feels as strange to her as it likely does him, even though she's known him more than long enough to grow accustomed to the idea that there are significant differences between their cultures that sometimes become glaringly obvious.]

I mean. It's easier here, in some ways. It's different. I'm still me when at home I wouldn't be, I don't think. It's just... it's confusing sometimes, because my senses are really different when I'm wolfy, and kind of overwhelming. It's kind of like...

[She pauses, trying to come up with the right analogy to describe it, but it's difficult. Wolfwalking is a far different scenario than she ever thought she would find herself in.]

It's kind of like being in a crowded room, and everyone's talking all at once, so it's really hard to hear what anyone is really saying. Kind of like, information overload, I guess? Besides, you said it yourself - there's always a risk of what little control we have in this place being stolen away from us.

[She dips her head when he says she's no better off than she was before, and lets out a sigh.]

Yeah. I know. If anything, it just made things worse. I died, the house got burned down. Ozpin was killed. Faith was killed. I got shot. And there's no telling who else is going to come knocking, looking for a piece of the vengeance pie.
Date/Time: 2022-09-02 18:39 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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Yeah. Well. Sort of, I guess. I mean, I thought I had a solution for it, so way less fear. Now... I don't know. I mean, I lived with it for, like, six months before Maul killed me and no one got hurt. I guess I'll figure it out again.

[She had tried after Maul had threatened her, to just stay in, but it was too easy to become restless and the urge to get out had become overwhelming. She had already considered locking herself in her room, but all it would have taken would be one mistake for her to get loose.

She nods as he talks about revenge. It wasn't completely unexpected, of course, that some would come after her for the things she had done.]


Yeah. I guess you're right about that. Just... this whole thing was my fault. It shouldn't come back on my friends too.
Date/Time: 2022-09-11 00:14 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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Ohhh, no. I'm pretty sure biting Maul would cause all kinds of problems. I didn't want him to find out about the whole wolfwalking thing in the first place, but the cat's long out of the bag on that one.

[Thanks to that cult of his. It still worries her a little bit - she is well aware that she is vulnerable away from her human body. It's only part of the reason why she doesn't stray far these days when she sleeps.

She smiles a little, though, and the admission comes out a little quiet, and a little shy.]


It was nice to have company for a night, though.

[The smile fades at the explanation of the strategy of going after loved ones.]

Yeah... I get it. It doesn't mean I have to like it.
Date/Time: 2022-09-14 00:42 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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Even if it's just for a night, I don't want to be going around and biting people. I'm pretty sure if I bit your brother, he'd take it really personally, and there's been more than enough death lately.

Out of all the people I could've bitten, I think you were probably embraced it more than anyone else would have. You actually had a good time - which, okay, yeah, bit of a surprise, but also kind of... Not? Given, you know. You. The night I bit you... was a bad night, to say the least. I was so worried it was going to be permanent - like what happened to me. Don't get me wrong, I'm still glad it wasn't. I don't want to pass this onto anyone else, but if it was, maybe it wouldn't have been so bad, especially since you seemed to kind of like it?

[She takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly. She's been taking steps to make sure the people she cares about don't face any further retribution from those who are angry with her, including, in part, her break up with Tara.]

Yeah... I've been working on it.
Date/Time: 2022-09-20 00:34 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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I live - well, lived. In a house full of monster hunters and magic users. They're pretty good at protecting themselves already, but I don't think anyone expected anyone to attack our house. I already plan to take steps to keep it from happening again.

[Mostly through magic. She supposes most of those who know her in Trench outside of those she's closest to believes that she's lost her use of magic again once her corruption problem had been resolved.

Vyng has been more than helpful.]


I'm glad you had a good night. That you didn't see it as a curse. I'm still glad, though, I didn't do any permanent harm.
Date/Time: 2022-09-23 05:02 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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Yeah, I think we'll be looking into that when we rebuild. I'm sure we'll figure it out. I mean, Remnant was a pretty dangerous world from what I know about it, so I'm sure the others know a lot about fortifying a house.

[She'll do her part too, to make sure nothing like this ever happens again.]

Well, I'm glad it wasn't anything more serious. It still feels a little like dodging a bullet, though.
Date/Time: 2022-09-24 04:18 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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Well, probably not against everything, but if you live in a world where monsters are constantly trying to kill you, I'd guess you'd figure out pretty quick the best ways to keep that from happening.

[She already knows the Grimm are drawn in by negative emotions, and part of it keeping them at bay comes from learning to control your feelings, but Huntsmen and Huntresses are also quite capable of defending themselves. Then there's Salem, and the threat she presented to consider as well.]

I, um. Before the whole... corruption thing, I couldn't use my magic here. Just some blood magic. My own didn't work. Just caused nothing but headaches. We're still working on it.
Date/Time: 2022-09-26 01:27 (UTC)Posted by: [personal profile] frogfear
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Yeah... from what you've said before, it doesn't surprise me that everything there is constantly trying to kill you. I'm not sure about Remnant, but normal plants at home were usually pretty safe, aside from. You know. The poisonous ones and stuff. Anything cursed you had to be more careful of.

[She swallows a little when he encourages her to embrace the new magic and use it to crush her enemies.]

I don't really want to crush anyone, Savage. It doesn't solve anything. Especially not in a world like this where they just come back again anyway. If anything, me going around killing people made things way, way worse.

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